dear me ,
dear myself , its me , 15years old you . hahahaha sorry about my grammar . but . How are you ? i hope you are realllllyyyy finee . i want to say goodbye . you will never see me againn because this is life sisturrrr . life is life . remember what namjoon said ? hohohoh and ya please read my letter to you .
Listen . Life isn't easy or fair . Dont expect it to be . you will work hard for everything in your life , but trust me you will treasure it more because you earned it .
listen to your mama , abang and kakak . mungkin depa macam kongkong hang dalam sesuatu perkara (like tak izinkan hang ambik lesen moto) , but really , everything they do is because they care about you . you will need them more than ever . maybe more than just 'one' day . tresure them . family is important .
dont be in a rush to find Mr.Boo . spend time with friends . he will come along someday and he will be the best thing ever . He will love you even though you are not perfect . you will know when you meet him . trust your heart . he will be your rock *he also is better lipat kain dan kemas rumah than you - maybe?. figure this out early on *
stay true to yourself . stay true to your heart . be who you are . you know ..be who you are right from your soul , right from what is in you . be true to that , that attracted you an you'll be good at whatever you do . never lose who you are . know who you are .
i know you always pray for bangtan's future wifes that you want them to hold their future husband's hand and make sure thy hold it tightly and carefully because they will hold your whole lyfe . hahahaha i know it sounds too childish but it is what u want in your heart .
i hope that one day you discover who really you are . i hope that one day you would not be so sad . you are so passionate about many things and i hope that one day you will embrace all of them and share them with the world . i know that you are sickhome for a world you've never met and you want to travel the world and have new experiences . you want to go on a midnight adventure and for once you want to feel content with your life and i know you are reallyyyy want to meet bangtann . insya-allah you will meet them . i hope that one day all your wishes come true . aamin .
remember this ... although you are at the top , ifyou make one small mistake , it is easy to fall right down . never ever ever ever ever give up . you will ride the roller coaster of life . there will be atas dan bawah . appreciate the lows because they help you understand and savor the highs . just hang on tight and enjoy the ride . enjoy every moment . life is a gift .
happy birthday my lovely self . hahaha be a good girl to your family . be a good student for your teachers . make them proud of you . i love you . and please love yourself too .
; love , 15y/o you .